I’m trying so hard to not be depressed again
You all cannot tell me I’m not freaking gorgeous af
It honestly makes me sad that I haven’t felt this good about someone in three years and literally in two seconds I ended up feeling that same pain again
I don’t understand what’s so hard about thinking about me or considering my feelings during certain situations. I don’t know why everyone I meet has to put me second to someone else :(
It’s not one person I can think of that hasn’t degraded or belittled me in anyway and that’s fucking sad
The one thing I thought I loved about rob was a fucking lie and I feel so fucking stupid and alone now. I feel so small and unimportant
I literally cannot think of someone who puts me above aiything else and that shit hurts man
1.7.19
I’m honestly tired of feeling small and every person I meet keeps making me feel this way
And idk why
When I’m so nice and caring
And genuine
I’ve noticed that I’ll just always be little and second and I hate that stupid shit
1.7.19
I’m honestly tired of feeling small and every person I meet keeps making me feel this way
And idk why
When I’m so nice and caring
And genuine
I’ve noticed that I’ll just always be little and second and I hate that stupid shit
I want to kill myself
I like how invisible I am here but I hate how invisible I am everywhere else
Nobodyyyyyyy caaarrreeeesssss nobody lissttteeennnnssssss
This is it
I am running out of energy and time. I have made too many mistakes that I can’t fix
No one is hearing me but everyone is leaving
I am drowning
And I don’t wanna talk to anyone about it bc I don’t know if I actually feel this way or if I’m being dramatic
I don’t know what to do anymore and I feel myself suffocating again